Tuesday, January 30, 2007♥
Haiz at IPW period i bcome xiao ding dong again and i think lots of ppl wont like it from their face expressions.Ya ya i should bhave myself rite???Lishi still angry.Nvm i think through.It is not here fault, i dun blame her for being angry at me .And i think it is rather my fault.Fine nvm so i will try to behave myself.I dun wanna grow up i wanna b Pri 6 again!!!But it is impossible.
Sometimes i felt that alot ppl hates me bt they didnt dare to say.So to tell the truth pls, am i that hateable???I dunno y, i juz loves live.Yarhx nth to do can kills ppl especially me coz ish dead boring.
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Sunday, January 28, 2007♥
Wad a fine day!!Yarhx as predicted lishi n my sis hates me when i get like xiao ding dong .Ya so i will try not to bhave so crazy so lishi + my sis wont get angry and i will hab no one to speak to. Lolx no larhx.
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007♥
Finally.i really made someone whom i wanted him to hate me,hates me(tis does not refers to lishi)!!Do you ever thought of dieing???i do.Today i feel very upset by somethings n really felt like killing myself but i only could think of poisoning myself but i did not want to.after the enrichment programme, i feel hat i really loves nature.I love day break and evening as they have different meanings to life.Day break- The beginning of life.Evening-the recycling of life.I love the stars,the wind,the warm sun that accompanies by the wind.I feel that i love the earth!!
U noe i dunt really loves school as school is my starting of jeolousy,loneliness.And i really did not like without frens.I dunnoe?
I think there is no love on the world and love means troubles.yrhx as my sis predicted, everyone will dislikes me when i am acting so crazy.And i found that lishi really resemble my sis in some ways(not the appearance but personality).
U noe when u look outside ur window,the sky looks so beautiful,so wide,calm and blue.
I really hated ending life and i nearly killed myself b4.Ya i think i am very silly of liking someone and making him avoid and hates me.Yay i am finally free!!
I love the feeling of nature and freedom . n i felt that i am blessed in some ways.
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